Anhedonia: Vacation Home

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comes out 7/23/2016

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released July 23, 2016

Anhedonia (/ˌænhiˈdoʊniə/ an-hee-doh-nee-ə; Greek: ἀν- an-, "without" and ἡδονή hēdonē, "pleasure") is the inability to experience pleasure from activities usually found enjoyable, e.g. exercise, hobbies, music, sexual activities or social interactions. While earlier definitions of anhedonia emphasized pleasurable experience, more recent models have highlighted the need to consider different aspects of enjoyable behavior, such as motivation or desire to engage in activities (motivational anhedonia), as compared to the level of enjoyment of the activity itself ("consummatory anhedonia").

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Track Name: Bade (a false hope)
When it all comes crashing down.
Do you feel the weight of the world?
The spectral that’s become the night sky.
For everyone waiting on your skyline.
So won’t you do your worst?
Lay in this bed with me.
And I’ll do my best to keep,
my best to make it seem insincere.

So do your worst.
Bend and contort.
Make it seem so insecure
When my lack of confidence becomes so ugly.
So that time that we spent dear,
tell me was it mine or yours?
Is that time you spend now dear,
tell me is it mine or yours?

Nashville skyline make it seem like
I could find anything that I could be
Under the pressing scene.
The night sky’s for everything,
Diamonds stamped into a canopy.
But, darling could you fuck the sin right out of me.
Tell me, can I be your fantasy?
So I can finally get back to sleep.
I know I could be so much better than this.
Track Name: Expressive Delirium
In a disarrangement we all write several stories based off past events. This is a more recent story of how I been feeling. I don't understand for sure as to why but I have been, so I wrote it down. As said before "we feel like we constantly have to pick a side and stick with it." The fact is we have to change things to start moving forward. I had been think of this deeply in a dark apartment by candle light looking for something, someone inside of me.

So I started speaking with the empty bottles at night. Questioning them about where the words were coming from. Apparently, there's something tugging at a piece of my soul. I've been chasing a change. Which lead me up the street following street lamps and a phone call to an old friend. She spoke of brighter things my mind just didn't want to comprehend. So she said come to my place we'll talk it over chase away the things you've been hiding.

I grabbed my notebook and walked a good while writing as I went. When I had arrived there she asked me to take walk a park with her. When I had left sometime near sunrise and woke up to a notebook saying this along with a note from her in the margin saying we found a way.
AND made...
"A pledge to make something" never stop writing...
This is what end up on my page.

We took a long walk
Down a path to belong
Prolonging thoughts of pride
We swore we'd make it
At least some day

Mother never was proud
And we new things change
But tonight we'll stumble home
Drunk and so far alone
Trying to find who we are
Not who we want to be

So take a rest
Closing my eyes to sleep
At night to hope
To dream of being more than thieves

We all walk this path
Searching...
Walking...
Stalking...
And waltzing through time
When all we ever wanted
Was to change our own goddamn lives

When all we ever wanted was a change
Well, I finally found it here
Whether it is in different or the same
I found it in a dimly lit park at this time of year
Track Name: Handcuffed
Oh, if you were there, were you waiting for me? Handcuffed to the bed darling, you know I'd tie you up any day of the week. Well, were you waiting on something or that you could wait for someone close to love? Tell me did you find love? Well, we could waste away the day of the wannabe's, and I guess I just digress to be anything that I could hope to be. But darling were you waiting for me? Yeah, darling are you still there? Yeah, this phone call wasn't for you. Yeah, this phone call makes you scream to me.

So, won't you pull my hair dear, make it seem like I could fear, anything that could lead me to a good year. Maybe I could change the pace, make it seem like my life's a waste, make it seem like I could be worth the time of day. Well, darling are you waiting there? Handcuffed to the bed, why can't I just get that thought out of my head? Will you sexualize your life dear, make it seem like you could so beautiful, so elegant. Waste your life away dear, make it seem like alcohol won't leave you naked and cold, naked and cold. I just wanted to be anything, (now) I want to be handcuffed to the room.

Well, are you waiting there, waiting for someone to rub your body as you awake? I guess, I don't really miss you, I just miss the way your skin taste. Well, darling, are you waiting there waiting for something so beautiful? Darling are you waiting for... Darling are you waiting for true love, well darling all those movies aren't like Hollywood. But, you could be the star of your, own goddamn homemade snuff video. Well, doll, how could you swear by a god that you could never admit to? Darling, I'm just waiting I guess for a chance to make it through. Well, I guess I could digress and regress to calling you!

So, won't you pull my hair dear, make it seem like I could fear, anything that could lead me to a good year. Maybe I could change the pace, make it seem like my life's a waste, make it seem like I could be worth the time of day. Well, darling are you waiting there? Handcuffed to the bed, why can't I just get that thought out of my head? Will you sexualize your life dear, make it seem like you could so beautiful, so elegant. Waste your life away dear, make it seem like alcohol won't leave you naked and cold, naked and cold. I just wanted to be anything, (now) I want to be handcuffed to the room.
Track Name: Spring Sale
Why is it always freezing when the spring night becomes the winter? Yeah, why am I still wondering? Why am I not sleeping? In March or June the dawn always feels like, it's misplaced itself for someone else. So, why am I replacing myself? So, why am I still screaming? One bedroom away you're not listening. Baby girl, won't you hate fuck me now?

Because I'm six states away I'm wondering if I am in Coney Island or Brighton Beach. Yeah, I guess I'm not as over you as I thought. There's a stage to sing, people to see, yeah I even fell in love in Tennessee. But yeah, your taste, your face, still holds it's place in the back of my head. So won't you save me? Yeah, won't you save me? Won't you save me now?

Now that you're gone I can't help think that I lost everything and a place that I could sleep. Never thought that you could be so stuck in my head, in my head. Maybe I wanted nothing to do with anything that I did when I said I loved you. Yeah, now that everything's fine your just one phone call away I know now. You're wondering? So, darling are you wondering are wanting me? But if I could make it home. Yeah, I could forgive. I could, I could, I could forgive everything.

Do you think you could save me now? Now, that I'm alone. Tell me can you see, can you save me now? Before I'm four states away winters cold tears me awake. Oh, won't you make it safe? Make it out? Well, won't you baby girl save me or hate fuck me now. Could save me, could you love me now? Now that I am six states away from you...
Track Name: No Place Like Home
They said there's no place like home, they said that there's nothing like being on the open road. But they said there's no place like home, yeah there's no place like it.

There's no place to take your breath away, just the riverside with stars reflecting off the water. These ripples, the seed of everything. You said; there's no place like home. No where give you hope like home, so won't you take me home? I'm sick of the open road. They said there's no place like home, but I know nothing about it. They said there's no place like home. They said there's nothing like the open road, but there's no place like home.
Track Name: It Will Come Around
Come back around, you said it would come back around.
Just like the street lamps that turn on each night,
The porch lights the turn off every time we walk by.
Singing songs by somebody, we don't even know.
I guess, it's just time that I walk my way back home.

Because it'll come back, yeah it all comes back around.

Sidewalk walks through a dim lit park,
You said I can't believe the way it feels in the dark.
Darling, you wanted nothing more,
Than to say that I'll always come back around.

Let it come, will you come around?
Come again, I didn't go far enough away.
It'll come back around, dear...
Track Name: Homesick Girl
^original poem idea^Well baby, I thought that you would've died. Before before you would make it out alive. Did you find your early grave? Did it feel comfortable and safe? Darling, I thought that you would die. I already knew I wasn't making it out alive. I thought you would die, before you found home, well baby did you find hope? Darling, homesick girl is that what it was? Homesick girl, homesick girl, homesick girl. Won't you come home to me? Homesick girl, how are you feeling. Homesick girl, aren't you at home? Homesick girl, southern belle, I know you'll be back for me.